Dear September.....

Dear September You're

looking to be more tepid this year. You were infct you're never my favourite month unlikely everyone claims you to be superb. However you & I've very deep chemistry probably. While I'm penning this, my feet are placed on your heat. I don't know what this sensation is, which you always gave me when you arrived. Earlier during school days post raging heat & afternoon torture in august travelling with sun above head, heading ahead to home in bicycle. You made me always hopeful about your arrival. Like of a father's pleasing arrival after day long office, similar to mother's glimpse near schoolgate after school bell or it's like a promise from elder sister of doing one's homework without any T & C. i can't guess of a girlfriend's reaction, which i never found. You always soothed me with your arrival. Well, you never facilitated with any achievement while your time span with me. I'd always been hatred for your siblings July & August for very few reasons, they used to deceive me unexpectedly at times. After intensive heat they made me wet on mid-way. Forlorn it was kinda matinee show to take shelter in small hut shops, or overhung puncture repair places(as per nearest availability) full of victims same as me watching rain Open-mouthed or gossiping which usually began and ended up with abuses. There's no school now, no bicycle so i can travel home. But the disappointment given by your siblings is still in me. I'm paralysed hearing the names of your younger ones. Your elders are undoubtedly awesome and most honourable for me. But dear sept. there's a fine anguish that you never made me achieved of anything either academics or any rest thing. Once I was fascinated by your younger bro August, when it poured consequent four winner rewards in its second last week quiz, debate, extempore,and poetry i guess that you were nearby so it happened. There was a more on teacher's day i was winner(for first time i considered you as my friend). Still the awards of those rewards are waiting for me in principal's rack. You would also have been disappointed that for first time you gave something but the careless i not attended annual day. The best thing with you and your next two elder brothers is , infact more of yours elders is that, they always passed in a great joy. October-January, i never remind of calculating time perhaps short days might be reason but no. There was an exception in this, with my friends i got addicted of counting the days remaining for Diwali vacations from the day of your beginning. So far there are no such more memories which can claim you "most memorable type" but there are few and those are such, will vanish 80 years later after I'll. I've affectionately fallen for you but have a great hatred for your juniors. You always gave a ray of hope via. your sunlight saying "achhey(dhoop wale) din aane waale hain", but was also fed up with long days, sometimes humid nights, eventuality in rain, lots of birthdays, and heartbroken stories of ex classmates (LOL). Have lots of complaints from your youngers,since the days of Day boarding to yet. Will lodge those reports to you on your first day of next session(iff possible). However you made me and my friends tensed while your days, interrupted our bogus games & gossips with exams. Remembering first 11 years of childhood days, I've my hands to play shadow games but don't have "that one September ". -Perhaps you've given me a lot despite of keeping emptied or vice versa. I love to hate you or vice versa- This time it seems that you're going to be greatly lukewarm for this session. Ah.! Dear September You're cool or hot i cant define.